I’m getting excited for the show to open! After it’s over, if nobody’s bought my prints, I’ll be selling them…
It’s funny, that they were fur fetish pictures that I shot for my members area and just for fun, but my boyfriend encouraged me to submit them to the show…. I’m nervous and excited! One of my friend Candy also got in. We’re still in touch, though we don’t have much in common, and mostly when I see her is when she cleans our house.
It was quite the quandary on if to submit under my real name, or under my fun name (this one), or under a never used pseudonym. I ultimately, daringly, ended up choosing my real name. There are a lot of creeps in my home town, and I really like to keep this online space private and safe to indulge my fantasies in. The pictures that will be shown are not explicit, just sensual and implied. It’s funny how the filter goes one way- it can go from “alternative” –> “mainstream”, but almost never the opposite, atleast for my comfort levels. I’ve been online, under one name or another, for around 10 years now; and while I’ve never been seriously hurt or scared by anyone from the online fetish community, I’ve not been so lucky “in real life”. It’s really amazing considering the stupid things I did in my early early 20s, but the Internet was still relatively new then! Anyway, I love my fans online and I love this little alter-ego and fantasy escape into my furs, flirting, and being admired. I even like using a stage name, because it keeps me in the headspace and fantasy, rather than the associations with mundanity that my real name has for me. One is kind of a nickname of the other, anyway.
I’m rambling! Kinda tipsy right now writing this!
Anyway, I also redesigned this site… put it on a new theme… what do you think of the new look and feel? Does everything work and show up alright?
I miss my Fetish Fridays with my friend Alyce, though they may change to Thursdays. She’s coming over this Thursday and I hope that she take a clip of me wearing the new fur gloves that she belatedly gave me for Christmas last week!